Jamaica

Recently Ive been seeing the world through racist eyes. Everytime I look at white people they get me mad. Expecially rich white people, Especially old white people, and the men I dont like white old rich men

I look at the world I'm in and think, this is not the only way it can be. I'm looking at it and thinking this 'world' that I live in was created for white people, by white people. Thats why those that are minorities are having a hard time. Because the system was not created for them, it was created to exploit them, and use our abilities for their benefit.

I was taking a shower today and looked at my rag, created by a white person, looked at my shower gel, created by a white person. Everything I look at was probably created by a white person. Proably the only culture influence was the hands that put these items together.

Thats why I want to go to Jamaica for a month. and then maybe after that I want to go to Africa. I just want to experience a world that was created for me. A black person. instead of living in someone elses world.

Ive thought about it and my dad is going this summer, so im going to go with him. adn just stay after he leaves, and meet my family and do all that kind of stuff. It will be kinda like an indentity finding, souls searching mission.

I only have one problem, no one wants to go with me. I mean I'm going down one way or another, alone or with someone. Im just saying it would be more interesting and more fun to go down with a friend. So if your interested in going to jamaica with me this summer. let me know!

WHY I FKKN LOVE MY SISTER!

1 Love T.O. was holding a contest for tickets to the Kid Cudi show in 3 weeks. I put in my little two cents of why I need to go to the concert but check what this bitch said:

i gotta give this a shot..

i was reading what other people wrote but i decided to stop cuz i gotta write this from my heart.

not only am i a huge fan of kid cudi the artist, but also of scot mescudi the man.

he’s real, he’s original, he’s raw and he’s pure talent. his music speaks to me on a level no other artist has reached. each word touches my heart, each beat makes my head nod. his life and career is inspiration to me to live my life to the fullest and reach every dream my kush powered mind conjures up, no matter how extreme and unlikely they might be. he really makes me think i can do anything, because he did it. and he’s just a regular guy. i feel like man on the moon is literally the soundtrack to my life. its like he somehow recorded my whole life and put all 18 years into an album.

“Ive got some issues that nobody can see, and all of these emotions are pouring out of me.”
somehow, even though he is a 24 year old dude from Cleveland and im an 18 year old girl from scarborough.. he understands.

everyone knows that when your a teenager you go through things, its a difficult time meant for learning and growing. but many artists forget what its like because their caught up with how they’re currently living. they’ve forgotten how they got to that point. they didnt always have the money, cars, clothes and hoes. and he knows that, i love that he isnt caught up. he’s still just scot mescudi to me. and he will always be, no matter where the fame takes him. and thats why i want to see him in person. i have to witness the creative genius that is kid cudi live, i want to see the way he moves when he’s on stage, i want to hear his voice live, i want to see how different songs make him feel. and i want to see him now, when he’s still new and fresh. before he starts playing big arenas and i’ll only be able to see him from the very last row… im no rockefeller.

basically, his shit’s more refreshing than the nestea plunge,

i wont be able to accept it if he’s in toronto, playing a small intimate show, and im not there. i just cant. i feel like its my duty to him to go, to show him that he has real fans up here. real fans that dont like him because he’s cute or has swag. real fans that know the words to more that just day n nite, and they actually understand what that song is about. real fans that didn’t just hop on the bandwagon after they heard him on 808’s and heartbreak. real fans that care about the content of his music, real fans that listen to the words, and real fans that will find a way to be at that show. i am a real fan, and i hope that 1LOVE TO will be my way.

-dee

Thanks Sister!

grandpa wedding

mother and grandfather

3 generations

me n mom

grandmother

the family that you have never met before and you never knew about

ugh I know Im super late, but I tried before and it wasn't working so I took it as a sign.
But here they are now... enojoy

Everybody Meet Olivia

Olivia meet everyone My cousins girlfriend

this chick is just honestly too cool. Shes a, hmm approx. 18-20 year old living in a 16 year old body. She has 7 piercings on her face (4 ear holes, 2 cartilage and 1 nose) and a tattoo already. I only have 6 piercings and got them after I turned 20. She just wins. And this is the chick me and sister have been chillin with the last few days.

2 days ago
I see sister was channeling Nicki Minaj in this pic

Went to eat at Shoeless Joes with Telly

Then yesterday we went shopping and ended up at Mars, a really cool retro little eatery placeI think this pic is too cute. Next facebook display pic in my books

The food was Bomb! But I could barley fit the burger in my mouth

Then we let the itis kick in while watching SYTYCD Canada at Olivias place.

Now I know Ive said this before but I really like the company I was with yesterday, especially to go shopping with. Because I don't know how much of you know this, But I can say that I have no clothes of my own, and I'm not afraid to say that 98% of the clothes I wear are my little sisters and I have no idea how to shop. And they both have fashion sense (more like swagger sense), so I knew I was in good hands and it was really fun!

Ps. Like the pics? me too. Thanks to Olivia and her IPhone. Now I love my berry, but in terms of picture taking, IPhone wins. And Conrad being returned anyways, his speakerphone doesn't work and that just can't gwann.

From Work to Home

Today I was chillin at work with Prenab just waiting to leave, when at 5:30p, (remember I leave at 6 now) a stupid ass truck had to come . And I looked in this truck and I saw 8 skids of boxes

Now I don't know about you.. but I HATE boxes. boxes mean lifting and carrying and weight on my skinny arms and sweat and all that bull shit! I swear to you I don't get paid enough!

Anyways I saw some shots and took them

When I saw this I was like " What the Blood-" but turns out that the Bold has Sepia and Black and White!

lols we were actually unloading one truck right into the other

Turns out that it only took 15 mins to unpack the truck and I got to leave on time
ugh... bus life
(Ooh and if you look closely at these pictures you can see me in the reflection just sitting down.. feel free to click the pic for expansion) Trippy!

the girl in front of my thought I was taking pictures of here so she left... if only she knew she wasn't interesting enough for me to take a picture of her
Before Eglinton and Barbados

after Eglinton and Barbados

McCowan n Eglinton

hmm.. sorry dont know

Go station... look carefully and you will see a girl sitting by herself

I caught her

walking to my house

I took a picture of myself forgetting that it as all zoomed up on my face

This is my house

and then I was chillin in my house, talking to sister and Brenda and I had to go to Snappy's (the convenience store) to buy some ZigZags and I saw this outside... I still don't know who's it is

and right now as I'm writing this im sitting in my backyard on the deck that my dad made and my padre, Brenda n one of their friends is watching TV outside (yeah... we have a TV set up to watch outside, wtf?!) outside of some like mini house thing that my dad also made in the backyard.

Maybe one day I'll bless you guys with a picture

I don't know about you but I think these pictures are really good... and these are coming from a Berry. Imagine if I had an actual camera!

You can see the better pictures at my new Flicker Account here

It Started as Just a Normal day...

Today started really boring
Went to work, boss man wasn't there
Walked to Tim Hortons for a Peppermint Tea with 3 Sugars for my flu type sickness thing that I have going on right now
Got chopped by some dude on a bike (bicycle, not motorcycle)
Went back to work, boss man still not there
Thought about you guys
I was thinking "damn I haven't posted in like a day... they must be getting bored"
So I took some random Pictures:

Prenab (dude on the phone) : my coworker. I think he hates the boss man just like me, but wont admit it
lol I'm the biggest creeper


Where I work





Then I went to Kennedy Station, saw my cousin who likes to go by Domiiniique. and we bought some food.
Jerk Chicken, Grace Pop, Fruitopia, and those DIME OVALTINE COOKIES!
Anyways....moving on,
The point is, She was my company while I got my nose piercing!
ooh and I told her the chicken wasn't going anywhere. But I guess she didn't believe me

What you guys didn't see is that when I asked the lady how much it was gonna cost me she said 24.99 plus tax. I was like Damn. Then she said because I bought the pack and there were two rings in the pack, so... I got my cartilage done too!

Sorry no after pics, Conrad died and when I got home they all looked ugly

ps. if you didn't know, Conrad is the berry. And the berry is my phone