Last Night

the most beautiful moments are captured on the most ordinary days

Last night I had a dream and it was really trippy. But you have remember that I am a person that believes in the afterlife and unfinished business and spirits and all that stuff. So if you are not then just move on to the next post

Last night I had a dream I was in some nice vacation spot with basically all my mothers side of the family and I went into the back of the villa we were staying in and there was a little party going on. They were playing Michael Jackson songs and watching the memorial but it was a happy party. I wanted to sit so I looked for a bench and Michael was sitting there.

He shared his cake with me and was really nice, smiling to everyone and being very modest, enjoying his party.
Then I was like" Michael I don't understand, how are you here beside me and yet were watching your memorial?"
He said" just know that I am right here right now. thats all that matters" (or something along those lines)
I said"okay" and he got 2 pots of sheppards pie... he didnt share and it looked really good

Then after I was about to leave to go to work (why I put work over Michael Jackson I will never know but whatever) and I tapped him on the shoulder and said "Thank you, for everything really!"
And he held my hand and said something like" Dont worry about it, It was nothing. I enjoyed it"

Then I started to cry, cuz he was soo nice and cool, even though I was only sitting beside him for maybe 5 minutes. I was on the subway crying then I remember getting out and having to walk through like 50 doors still crying.

Then my dream led me into the middle of a car chase, where I was almost killed by these suped up cars trying to escape the cops cuz they robbed Scarborough Town Centre

But I just though I would share... maybe it was the long as walk from Morningside and Ellesmere to my house at 2.30 am that made me have that dream

I never knew him personally at all, but today I feel like I actually said goodbye to him

My Tribute

Shes drives me wild, that Billie Jean. I saw that Pretty Young Thing, and I'm a smooth criminal, but she had me speechless.

I had to scream cuz I cant let her get away. And she was like "why you wanna trip on me?"
I said can you be the lady in my life and we could be unbreakable.
She said "Beat it" and was Gonetoosoon.

So I went home and saw the man in the mirror and told him to keep the faith. Shes no Librarian girl more like a DirtyDiana, and I wont stop till the girl is mine.

The next day I was on the Carousel when I saw her Speed Demon self and it made me smile. I wanted to give it one more chance and put myself on the line. This time around she'll be my superfly Sister and not a Stranger in Moscow.

I called to her and she said "who is it?"
I was like don't you remember the time?
She laughed and said "You don't Stop till you get enough huh?"
I told her about a jam tonight and asked will you be there?
She said she'll go as just good friends and we could come together, so you are not alone.

We came to burn the disco out, but she was leaning off the wall. I had a find a way to get on the floor and put blood on the dance floor. I asked if I could rock with you and she replied with wanting privacy.

I was getting butterflies because this girl she drives me wild, Like I'm in the middle of a thiller movie. I said "girl the way you make me feel... like you're another part of me. 'Cuz when I'm with you, I cant help it, I want to make HIStory"
"Is it scary?" she asked
"Its dangerous!"
That's when she said its the falling in love and its just human nature. She said"I don't care if you're Black or White but do You wanna me startin' something?"
And I said "Baby be mine"

At the break of dawn she wanted to give in to me and she became my girlfriend.

I know that all those other people they don't care about us but like I said to her "you are my life" and if I had to choose heaven can wait.

She told me that everyone is living their own album, and her earth song has come to an end. So whatever happens from here I just know I will never say: She's out of my life

sadly, thats all we can do now

Michael Jackson - Another part of me
by chilavert
I think that this video really captures the essence that was Michael Jackson. It was the fans, fame, the crotch grabs, dace moves, the music and and lyrics, the arm reaches, the white socks and black shoes, shiney gloves, crazy costumes, jerry curles, the red leather jacket, the moon walk, posing on his toes, the tipped hat, the OWWWEE, and the love from everyone around him. It sucks that all we have now are memories, and that it would only be false hope to wish for more. RIP.

Michael Kiddies Revealed!

So finally we see their faces... and their white. They don't even look mixed at all. I mean I understand that Michael has a skin disease that has made him so white, but he was black at birth. His blackness is in his genes... but its not shown in those kids. Unless in some magic way the disease affected MJs DNA and converted it...there is no reason why a man who was born with brown skin, a big nose and rocked an afro should create 2 blue eyes blonde hair kids

On another note though... I remember when Mj was hanging Blanket out of a window when he was a baby. It seems like it was just now, but look how big they've gotten. Time goes by soo fast.