Sometimes I wonder how a man so loving could invent sin. How you could create an entire nation of hollow souls, and leave us to wounder this world aimlessly. When you allow the good to suffer and the wretched to prosper, you really make me question my loyalty for you. Dear God, sometimes i feel as if though you abandoned us. Why does a man of your exterior even experience jealousy? are you not what they call "holy" Sometimes God i get so angry. Angry at you, the people, the world. Sometimes I cant blame you though. To be totally honest with you, i feel as if though Christians work my fucking nerves. How do they expect to convert anyone when their always criticizing and so damn judgmental. I just feel as if though most of them exploit your name for a source of social status and money. I'm surprised you have yet to end what you started. Whatever it is that you see in us, i thank you. I just wish you would make it easier for those who try to do good.
