Im Packing

Your girl is going to Ottawa tomorrow.

The day has finally come and everything is ready. Ive been busy packing and getting everything organized.

Prolly wont be getting any posts soon after this one. Dont have internet in the house yet. But when I do I'll let you guys know whats up

Ottawa Bound!

It was never a lie

Aint this the fkkn greatest?

Ok here's the psychologist in me:

See how hes sitting before the spliff, hands in between his legs and closing off his body (uncomfortable)
Then as he smokes he gets more comfortable and is using gestures. thats opening himself up... just thought you guys should know

I Just want to be a Skater Girl

This is my inspiration

I really just want a skateboard. I feel like once I get that I'm going to be very happy with my life.

Sister was like "Don't you have other more important things to worry about then getting a skateboard, like your house, furniture and school"
I said "Yeah but that's a bridge I know I'm going to cross, I know I am going to get through it no matter what. I just want to know whats on the other side. And on the other side is a Skateboard!"

Right now I'm just trying to learn more about skateboards and what to start with, because I don't want to pay pro skateboard money when I don't plan on doing tricks and such. I just wanna kick, push and coast. Also because I don't want to mess up the bottom of my board

But safety first kids, that's why I'm getting my helmet, elbow pads (I already have knee pads) and then the skateboard and then all is well.

This is how I think Im gonna feel. im going to get the skatboard and then be happy, then try and learn how to do it, realize that it is really hard and then want to give up and besad, and then I'll remember how much I wanted the skatboard,the try harder and actually get it down. And then I'll be happy again.

for my exes

I am constantly reminded of why you are my ex.

Thats all

Everybody Meet Olivia

Olivia meet everyone My cousins girlfriend

this chick is just honestly too cool. Shes a, hmm approx. 18-20 year old living in a 16 year old body. She has 7 piercings on her face (4 ear holes, 2 cartilage and 1 nose) and a tattoo already. I only have 6 piercings and got them after I turned 20. She just wins. And this is the chick me and sister have been chillin with the last few days.

2 days ago
I see sister was channeling Nicki Minaj in this pic

Went to eat at Shoeless Joes with Telly

Then yesterday we went shopping and ended up at Mars, a really cool retro little eatery placeI think this pic is too cute. Next facebook display pic in my books

The food was Bomb! But I could barley fit the burger in my mouth

Then we let the itis kick in while watching SYTYCD Canada at Olivias place.

Now I know Ive said this before but I really like the company I was with yesterday, especially to go shopping with. Because I don't know how much of you know this, But I can say that I have no clothes of my own, and I'm not afraid to say that 98% of the clothes I wear are my little sisters and I have no idea how to shop. And they both have fashion sense (more like swagger sense), so I knew I was in good hands and it was really fun!

Ps. Like the pics? me too. Thanks to Olivia and her IPhone. Now I love my berry, but in terms of picture taking, IPhone wins. And Conrad being returned anyways, his speakerphone doesn't work and that just can't gwann.

what goin on in life?

Since this is basically my last week here in Toronto, I am trying to have last chill session with all of my friends.

So two days ago, I went to the Science Centre with Randal, (yeah that same guy that I spent caribanna with) and I was deceived by this centre a few times.

First - they don't have that human body exhibit anymore. No more skeletons and muscles and all that stuff, yet they still have those pictures up!
Second - The snakes a lizards were cool, only I thought I was gonna be able to hold on, i guess not
Third - All the snakes and Lizards were sleeping, except this one green snake. But I didn't pay my money to watch you sleep. I want all the snakes and lizards to be on attack mode when I come, or at least run on water like you do in the picture beside you, or eat a live rat or something, anything interesting.
Forth - There were no butterflies in the butterfly garden
Fifth - If you are over 15, then your too old to be going to the science centre. The whole time I was thinking "I remember is being a lot more fun the last time I came." (which was 15 year's ago... lol) But yea i was just 5 years expired, i still had fun though

Then After that I went to help Vanessa pack and everything because she was leaving for Montreal the next morning. And i got peppermint tea, dunkaroos and a drive home from it.

I hope your doing well, all alone in that apartment of yours
(I know she wont see this because she don't have internet yet, sux)

Yesterday got my hair done, chilled with sister, went on adventures and to Shoeless Joes, had spicy food (which I felt on the other end this morning, wasnt pleasant) and now I'm here, waiting for 3 so I can go shopping with sister

...

So recently I have been spending the days at my house on the porch watching Tv or a movie or something, nothing at all really.
Then this morning I blazed and I came to a few theories of life:

1. Today in the shower I was thinking that when the school season starts my dad and probably Brenda too are going to subconsciously not like my brother. Ill tell you why. I think Its very intelligent.

Alright my dad has 4 kids: boy, girl, girl, girl. Starting from the bottom my sister will be living with my mom because it is an easier commute. I will be away in Ottawa and my older sister has always lived with her mom. Now that just leaves broskii at home.

He is basically a grown man, and he will be the only reason why dad and Brenda do not have the house to themselves and are not able to walk around naked if they please (I'm assuming everyone likes doing this because I do).

So because he is the only one living at the house their not gonna like him very much, and I bet hes gonna want to move out as soon as possible too feeling the tension.

But that's just my theory, maybe its true, maybe not only time will tell. but I think it makes sense.

2. People always make the assumption that because I am taking Psychology in school that I believe I have the right to analyze them. I just want to make something clear I do not analyze you because I took a little psychology course. I took a psychology course because I love to analyze you.

I just take the course to see if my theories are right, or justified.

On another note, I need to go shopping soon and get some clothes of my own, Need to talk to Chief, Believe Ill be needing some more furniture for my room, like shelves and a dresser. Tomorrow Im going to the Science Centre with Randal. Should be interesting, but he skimped on me saying he needs to be home by 6.30 (boo)

I believe thats all... Catch you guys later!

LMAooo

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Aug 20th Thunderstorm: The Reflection

The Storm
A reflection on the storm of August 20, 2009
by Bryan Espiritu

The sky lowered by floors and floors, nearly touching the lake water and shortening the fall for each sheet of rain that flew sideways and downward towards the surface of the water and the street. The sound of windows quickly sliding, slamming and clicking shut made drums in the intermissions of rumbling skies, so dark you couldn’t estimate the time of day, or night. Flat portions of sidewalk squares turned to rivers and even entirely wet with rain, pedestrians jumped to dodge the flushing waters that hurdled over everything in the streets. Windows shut became our shields. The screens became our screens; the lightening, our projectors. Slowly, the cinema unfolded and the scenes rapidly replayed across the glass. The clouds so heavy with anger their colour darkened beyond the exhausts of their foes. Exhausted with fear, we clutched to our phones, relying on our sense of attachment to one another to feel safe. The black turned orange. The orange turned yellow. And we waited for it to turn white. To turn light. So we could stop thinking about God and the frights that filled us like Arks of times once past. In 2 days the projected forecast would be clear and sunny. No chance of rain. And we would forget how we clutched to our imaginary friends in vain like our interwound web was no more than a trap. The thunder applauded our bravery. Clap. And each thought we had to reflect on our unsavory actions would wash away as quickly as the passing storm.

It was entirely natural, but certainly not the norm. So far from it in fact that the elderly dawned faces that they had never expressed in decades past – faces of disbelief, dread, and lastly, calm.

The glow of the aftermath did not equate that we had come to a solution, nor found a heaven. Yet we basked in the yellowish glare as if to work on our tans. To better our looks, but not our views. We were thankful that we had not shipped, sunk, like animals paddling through waters in twos. And the orange sky burned through our panes as if to tell us that the tone of our lives was not our choice. Please give us a rainbow. Like with a child’s voice asking for something colourful to deter this dark. The scrapes that had covered with blood, our knees, as Mother Nature stared on in disbelief. Honest relief with no ark, no ark. Fear covered in the shelter of a heart.

We’d need another ‘fore the foolish became the smart.

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Life Update

Alright, I have a story to tell you but I just cant right now. Maybe when I'm in Ottawa (ill be there on the first dont worry) But basically Im sitting at home on a thursday afternoon for a reason and I had to choose between a rock and a hard place. And something makes me feel like I made a wrong decision.

Dont worry you guys will know soon enough. If you'r luckey you already know!

But on another note, there is a proper way to wake someone up! I usually go for the soft rub on the arm or back or whatever gently say the persons name and tell them to get up.

Trust me, that what my mom used to do, and it had my waking up nice!

Slapping someone on the back is never good, and only makes them resent you tell their able to sleep again.

Track of the day

Ya'll can thank Mr. Chambers and his R and B play list for this one.

Jeremih - Raindrops

Upcoming Albums

I try not to post things on the blog that i feel you have already seen somewhere else, and that's why there was no Jay-Z album cover before or even the pictures from making the video of Run this Town but I felt this was needed
I want everyone to check out number 8 and number 11
Drake and Cudi both made it onto the album, I didn't even know this till just now and I'm very excited!
Check the Scene Listings from Cudi's album... next single Pursuit of Happiness
You guys remember when I gave you a snippet of Heart of a Lion? Mr. Solo Dolo? Make her Say?

I'm telling you I'm on top of my shit

But Look out for those tracks, I know I will!

This guy is crazy man i love this dude nuff respect

in order for the second one to be funny you haaaave to watch the first one, i promise it will be worth it!

Im a liar and as a lier this is the worst lie i have ever seen

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yes people i realize im late WHATEVER ok

Chillin

ok guys sorry bout that, but Ive just been busy.

this weekend was pretty live, I must say
Went to sauga for the weekend, cuz I wanted to pick up my BH shirt that just came out, get my Sweater that I left there my birthday weekend and chill with chambers.

So I went the Friday after work, didn't do anything that night
Saturday we went swimming in the afternoon, went to the courts after, then went to a little jam session with alcohol and a trampoline.
Sunday was pretty chill too, didnt do much then I went home at 10.30pm so I could make it to work on monday, only for my boss to basically fire me 2 hours into my shift.

So now im just chillin in my backyard, youtubbing and watching TV,

ps. o lol last night I had a dream and Cudi was in it, and I was crying cuz I was his biggest fan and shit...But damn, I love him, but not that hard.

pps. I guess I forgot the mention this before but we officially reached 1000 hits! Thanks guys for reading! Really Appreciated!

Track of the Day

while i was over at chambers this weekend he had rnb on replay n this song got me every time.

One Night Off

sorry to my readers, Ive just been in Sauga with Chambers having ALOT of fun.

talk to you guys later!

I got bored

what video games would be if they were real

everyone seen the Complex cover that cudi did.. and maybe even the new mixtape artwork (if not see it on hsi website here) but have you seen the URB mag cover?... didn't think so

Don't let facebook Ruin your life. A Must See!

Check the Story of a Teenager that stabbed her Step-Grandfather for milk


Humanthesizer, a joint creation between electronic musician Calvin Harris, Sony Music UK, and Bare conductive body ink, which turned 15 bikini-clad ladies into a giant human synthesizer capable of playing Harris's latest single, Ready For The Weekend. The performers stand on the pads, and touch each other on the hands or body to complete a circuit and trigger a sound. Harris, his hands painted with the ink, played the main keyboard line and effects by interacting with a row of eight girls. The rhythmic portions of the track were played by seven dancers performing a carefully choreographed routine. Watch the video above.


dont mind the creepy man at the beginning of this vid

Someone reminded me that I havent put videos up in a long time, and since im very happy that Whitneys coming back I figured why not... Hope you enjoy!
(dont mind the creepy man at the beginning of the first vid, I don't know what that's about)

....And so it continues

Remember I told you that I got my PSP back, well before that I went hard!

So not only did I get my brothers to go to his house to pick up my shit, I also changed all his passwords. He fucked up so he lost access! No FB, no hotmail, no MSN.

Mama didn't raise no fool. I also changed mine!

And on the retrieval of my PSP changed back his passwords and everything was fine...

Yesterday I get a call from the mutual friend asking for the passwords back. This dude didn't even check if he could log on because as soon as I got my PSP he got his passwords back, like nothing even happened to them.

Anyways everything's nice till this morning, when I try to sign onto my FB and hotmail.
Now I don't know how he did it, but my passwords got changed too, and I never told anyone the new ones

REMEMBER I SAID, MAMA DIDN'T RAISE NO FOOL!

circumstances like this was already planned for... I gained access with an unknown password, lol

The point is that I just win and there's nothing you can do about it.

i was looking for a new phone on youtube when i came across concept phones so enjoy!!!!

From Work to Home

Today I was chillin at work with Prenab just waiting to leave, when at 5:30p, (remember I leave at 6 now) a stupid ass truck had to come . And I looked in this truck and I saw 8 skids of boxes

Now I don't know about you.. but I HATE boxes. boxes mean lifting and carrying and weight on my skinny arms and sweat and all that bull shit! I swear to you I don't get paid enough!

Anyways I saw some shots and took them

When I saw this I was like " What the Blood-" but turns out that the Bold has Sepia and Black and White!

lols we were actually unloading one truck right into the other

Turns out that it only took 15 mins to unpack the truck and I got to leave on time
ugh... bus life
(Ooh and if you look closely at these pictures you can see me in the reflection just sitting down.. feel free to click the pic for expansion) Trippy!

the girl in front of my thought I was taking pictures of here so she left... if only she knew she wasn't interesting enough for me to take a picture of her
Before Eglinton and Barbados

after Eglinton and Barbados

McCowan n Eglinton

hmm.. sorry dont know

Go station... look carefully and you will see a girl sitting by herself

I caught her

walking to my house

I took a picture of myself forgetting that it as all zoomed up on my face

This is my house

and then I was chillin in my house, talking to sister and Brenda and I had to go to Snappy's (the convenience store) to buy some ZigZags and I saw this outside... I still don't know who's it is

and right now as I'm writing this im sitting in my backyard on the deck that my dad made and my padre, Brenda n one of their friends is watching TV outside (yeah... we have a TV set up to watch outside, wtf?!) outside of some like mini house thing that my dad also made in the backyard.

Maybe one day I'll bless you guys with a picture

I don't know about you but I think these pictures are really good... and these are coming from a Berry. Imagine if I had an actual camera!

You can see the better pictures at my new Flicker Account here

That Fucker!

Bryan fkkn hijacked my PSP

nigga you cant be taking my PSP! NAH!!

This called for Operation:PSP.

I have already given the brothers a call. scare him a little bit.
Changed all his passwords, lets see him try n get on facebook and msn... and in 2 hours ill be showing up at his house with 2 of my brothers behind each shoulder! (Oh yeah and their deezed! Like DEEEEZED!!!!)

And I want my silver limited edition PSP, the games, and travel case, and the charger!

Guys, I don't play!

And I know hes like: Amanda only has 3 more weeks till shes gone to Ottawa and that PSP is mine....!!

FUCK THAT! Im not gonna let that fkkn short ass aisan looking spanish guy that has no friends and cant do shit for himself walk away with MY PSP!

I got him his job at LCBO, got him into school, in a program he liked, my mom is his emergency contact!
That can't gwan!

I'm getting my shit back... that or the cost of the console, the games and the case, I think 6-7 bills is a nice round number.

There is no wrath like a woman's scorn.

Ex-boyfriends have been taken advantage of their ex's since the beginning of time... this shit has to end!

fucker!

If anyone is wondering, Yes I got my PSP back.
I went to his house where we was sitting outside got Chris and Winston to get my thing back and he gave it in what I gave him to be our memory box. Im glad to have my PSP but he left some personal things in the box like government issued things that he should have taken out... so, if your reading this Im gonna give the box to a mutual friend n you can have that shit back.

Im sorry im boring

Really guys my life is really boring, and that's why I haven't really posted anything personal. I have nothing to say right now actually I just thought you guys may want an explanation to my absence.

Oh and blogging is really hard and time consuming.
First I have to think of what to white about, then how am I gonna right it, then adding the pictures and everything, then the formatting, like what I want bolded and what centered and all that ish... so I just read all my other blogs first before I do it. But I have like 15 other blogs that I read, so sometimes I just dont get around to it.

But here are a few things floating around my head right now:

1. I was chatting with @bcrockz on twitter this one time and then all these random people started coming into our chat room and there was no control. Catch me with the camera in the corner. Bcrocks with the hat n his cousin Matt the headphones guy.

2. I cooked today. Brenda is teaching me how to cook for when I live in my house that we all don't starve. Cornbeef n rice baby! lols I added the tomatoes too for decoration, like they do at Sunrise.

3. I was doing my usual blog hopping and I ran across this picture. Honestly I ran this pic by my sis and we concluded that this chick is super dope! Spacers, gold chain, fitted and a tatt on her middle finger. It doesnt get any better then that. I kinda wish I was that cool too.4. Believe it or not but everything in this pic is graffiti... I just thought it was interesting.


5. If you want to see Joe Budden response to him getting punched you can click here, but I mean... what more is there to say. But its here if you want

6. Solange is the fkkn greatest, wanna know why?cuz she put a part in her bald head

and she rocks shoes like this!
She just rocks

7. If Mac ever made a tablet/touchpad laptop... the game would be over. And as a fellow PC user i would just have to say R.I.P.


that's all for now folks