wheres my cutee?

I went to a party yesterday It was LIIVVEE as fuck... but now I have a problem

I got the Sweeeeeeeetest bubble.. One of those bubbles that makes you wish there was something more, one of the ones that you wake up thinking about... a fkkn good ass bubble. And i'm already sexuallly deprived right now.. can be having me wake up thinking about that sweet bubble wishing there was more.

Horney + Sexually Deprived = Males beware I might pounce.

I'm just saying, if you get too close... I have no control over what happens.

Then I went home and saw this:

Untitled from Victor Del Toro on Vimeo.

I'm no lesbian, but this shit is more then Hot.

Ps. if your wondering why you didn't get a bubble. I have 3 criteria of bubble giving:

1. you have to be cool in my books to get a bubble. Not cool = no bubble
2. Most likely if your my Ting, or if I think that you believe that this bubble will lead to something more, its not gonna happen. I just give a bubble for the bubble and nothing more.
3. If I respect you, look up to you, or I find you as a role model for me... your not getting a bubble. I would just find it to be awkward.
   

That's the stitch, now you know

sorry no pics

life is hard man and its starting to get to me... you ever feel like there is tension all around you and your try to ignore it but there is only so much you can do and the only thing that will relieve you is to stay out of that environment? well thats where I'm at right now.

But there is a boy... hes pretty cool. Like the only thing I look forward to in Ottawa and hes not even here. That, and the next time I'll be leaving Ottawa.

Ottawa just sucks, thats all.

Miss MIA

sorry I been so MIA, but its cuz of a bunch of little reasons:

1. I was kinda really home sick. I literally took my whole room with me and I was thinking that when I go back home I don't really have a room waiting for me.
2. The whole adjustment with living with two guys. It really is an adjustment, a shocker kinda too. But don't worry I'm regulating! It may be hard to live with me because I'm kinda a neat freak, but they knew this before moving day. I was wondering if it was even a good idea to move in with guys
3. There is still one more important thing that I have to deal with. Im being patient but time is uf the essence
4. Ive been trying very hard to get a job... still on the hunt though
5. Turns out I'm a Facil. Basically one of the people that help out with FROSH week at Carleton. Everyday I'm waking up early yelling, chanting and jumping then getting home super late at night. But they feed me everyday, so I'm happy... But im getting darker by the minute

otherwise everything is pretty sweet over here!

for my exes

I am constantly reminded of why you are my ex.

Thats all

...

So recently I have been spending the days at my house on the porch watching Tv or a movie or something, nothing at all really.
Then this morning I blazed and I came to a few theories of life:

1. Today in the shower I was thinking that when the school season starts my dad and probably Brenda too are going to subconsciously not like my brother. Ill tell you why. I think Its very intelligent.

Alright my dad has 4 kids: boy, girl, girl, girl. Starting from the bottom my sister will be living with my mom because it is an easier commute. I will be away in Ottawa and my older sister has always lived with her mom. Now that just leaves broskii at home.

He is basically a grown man, and he will be the only reason why dad and Brenda do not have the house to themselves and are not able to walk around naked if they please (I'm assuming everyone likes doing this because I do).

So because he is the only one living at the house their not gonna like him very much, and I bet hes gonna want to move out as soon as possible too feeling the tension.

But that's just my theory, maybe its true, maybe not only time will tell. but I think it makes sense.

2. People always make the assumption that because I am taking Psychology in school that I believe I have the right to analyze them. I just want to make something clear I do not analyze you because I took a little psychology course. I took a psychology course because I love to analyze you.

I just take the course to see if my theories are right, or justified.

On another note, I need to go shopping soon and get some clothes of my own, Need to talk to Chief, Believe Ill be needing some more furniture for my room, like shelves and a dresser. Tomorrow Im going to the Science Centre with Randal. Should be interesting, but he skimped on me saying he needs to be home by 6.30 (boo)

I believe thats all... Catch you guys later!

Chillin

ok guys sorry bout that, but Ive just been busy.

this weekend was pretty live, I must say
Went to sauga for the weekend, cuz I wanted to pick up my BH shirt that just came out, get my Sweater that I left there my birthday weekend and chill with chambers.

So I went the Friday after work, didn't do anything that night
Saturday we went swimming in the afternoon, went to the courts after, then went to a little jam session with alcohol and a trampoline.
Sunday was pretty chill too, didnt do much then I went home at 10.30pm so I could make it to work on monday, only for my boss to basically fire me 2 hours into my shift.

So now im just chillin in my backyard, youtubbing and watching TV,

ps. o lol last night I had a dream and Cudi was in it, and I was crying cuz I was his biggest fan and shit...But damn, I love him, but not that hard.

pps. I guess I forgot the mention this before but we officially reached 1000 hits! Thanks guys for reading! Really Appreciated!

Track of the Day

while i was over at chambers this weekend he had rnb on replay n this song got me every time.

One Night Off

sorry to my readers, Ive just been in Sauga with Chambers having ALOT of fun.

talk to you guys later!

....And so it continues

Remember I told you that I got my PSP back, well before that I went hard!

So not only did I get my brothers to go to his house to pick up my shit, I also changed all his passwords. He fucked up so he lost access! No FB, no hotmail, no MSN.

Mama didn't raise no fool. I also changed mine!

And on the retrieval of my PSP changed back his passwords and everything was fine...

Yesterday I get a call from the mutual friend asking for the passwords back. This dude didn't even check if he could log on because as soon as I got my PSP he got his passwords back, like nothing even happened to them.

Anyways everything's nice till this morning, when I try to sign onto my FB and hotmail.
Now I don't know how he did it, but my passwords got changed too, and I never told anyone the new ones

REMEMBER I SAID, MAMA DIDN'T RAISE NO FOOL!

circumstances like this was already planned for... I gained access with an unknown password, lol

The point is that I just win and there's nothing you can do about it.

That Fucker!

Bryan fkkn hijacked my PSP

nigga you cant be taking my PSP! NAH!!

This called for Operation:PSP.

I have already given the brothers a call. scare him a little bit.
Changed all his passwords, lets see him try n get on facebook and msn... and in 2 hours ill be showing up at his house with 2 of my brothers behind each shoulder! (Oh yeah and their deezed! Like DEEEEZED!!!!)

And I want my silver limited edition PSP, the games, and travel case, and the charger!

Guys, I don't play!

And I know hes like: Amanda only has 3 more weeks till shes gone to Ottawa and that PSP is mine....!!

FUCK THAT! Im not gonna let that fkkn short ass aisan looking spanish guy that has no friends and cant do shit for himself walk away with MY PSP!

I got him his job at LCBO, got him into school, in a program he liked, my mom is his emergency contact!
That can't gwan!

I'm getting my shit back... that or the cost of the console, the games and the case, I think 6-7 bills is a nice round number.

There is no wrath like a woman's scorn.

Ex-boyfriends have been taken advantage of their ex's since the beginning of time... this shit has to end!

fucker!

If anyone is wondering, Yes I got my PSP back.
I went to his house where we was sitting outside got Chris and Winston to get my thing back and he gave it in what I gave him to be our memory box. Im glad to have my PSP but he left some personal things in the box like government issued things that he should have taken out... so, if your reading this Im gonna give the box to a mutual friend n you can have that shit back.

Im sorry im boring

Really guys my life is really boring, and that's why I haven't really posted anything personal. I have nothing to say right now actually I just thought you guys may want an explanation to my absence.

Oh and blogging is really hard and time consuming.
First I have to think of what to white about, then how am I gonna right it, then adding the pictures and everything, then the formatting, like what I want bolded and what centered and all that ish... so I just read all my other blogs first before I do it. But I have like 15 other blogs that I read, so sometimes I just dont get around to it.

But here are a few things floating around my head right now:

1. I was chatting with @bcrockz on twitter this one time and then all these random people started coming into our chat room and there was no control. Catch me with the camera in the corner. Bcrocks with the hat n his cousin Matt the headphones guy.

2. I cooked today. Brenda is teaching me how to cook for when I live in my house that we all don't starve. Cornbeef n rice baby! lols I added the tomatoes too for decoration, like they do at Sunrise.

3. I was doing my usual blog hopping and I ran across this picture. Honestly I ran this pic by my sis and we concluded that this chick is super dope! Spacers, gold chain, fitted and a tatt on her middle finger. It doesnt get any better then that. I kinda wish I was that cool too.4. Believe it or not but everything in this pic is graffiti... I just thought it was interesting.


5. If you want to see Joe Budden response to him getting punched you can click here, but I mean... what more is there to say. But its here if you want

6. Solange is the fkkn greatest, wanna know why?cuz she put a part in her bald head

and she rocks shoes like this!
She just rocks

7. If Mac ever made a tablet/touchpad laptop... the game would be over. And as a fellow PC user i would just have to say R.I.P.


that's all for now folks

Get on my Level

Today I was talking the the Dukes and somehow we got talking about guys taking us out on dates and where the bring us and such.

And I told her about the dude named Ade, who took me on a date and wanted to bring me to Kelsey's. Now Kelsey's has good food and everything, but honestly that's where your going to take a girl to eat that you want to impress?

(FYI not impressed... thus not feeling him)

1. It was Kelsey's and I was kinda expecting something more along the lines of Moxies, Milestones, ...you know
2. Its literally 3 seconds from my house, at least take me somewhere new
3. I used to work at that Kelsey's

That's 3 strikes!

Then recently I've been kinda feeling my ex again, Nathaniel. I just wasn't sure if I was feeling him because I genuinely like him, or because he likes me. I chilled with him this weekend and saw his hotel.

What I saw was 5 guys sleeping in one room at some random Ramada Inn... I mean what if one of you got lucky?

Randal on the other hand, was sleeping in his own room at One King Street West Hotel. I don't know if you know where that is, but its REALLY nice in there. he had a TV, desk, chair, stove, washer and dryer, sink, fridge, and all that junk in his room.

So no, not feeling Nathaniel anymore, I just feel like I want to be involved with a guy who's able to get a nice hotel with their own room and take me to a nice restaurant. I really don't think it's a lot to ask.

if your Up

If your Up come watch my boy Mr. chambers, the man behind opinionated Hater:

Jimmy's haunting Drake

Drake Collapsed on stage:

Apparently he was doing a spin during every girl with Weezy then twisted his ACL knee and collapsed and had to be carried off by 4 dudes.

Here's what he said before doing the tour:
“I didn’t really get any approval from my doctor, but I made a personal decision 48 hours ago that I’d be letting a lot of people down if I didn’t show up and at least show them I’m there for them…”
“I’m not doing my own set. That’s one thing I have to apologize to my fans about. It’s too much of a risk, if I hit that wrong turn [doing] 30 minutes every night. If I tear my ACL again, the doctors say I might not be able to walk again. I have to be cautious.”

See what happens when you fuck every girl in the world
(Kidding, Kidding!)

I mean, you can catch the whole article here but I think I gave you the main jist

Also tomorrow is Caribana... so forgive me if I don't update this weekend. Just know that I'm having fun!

My Weekend

turns out I took alot of videos (I hope you guys actually watch them!)

This was after I was getting home from work and DJ takin me out to the park, n then took a walk in the forest n chilled on a bench.
(not sure if audio or video quality is that good... again berry can only do so much)

We were talking shit!! and talking about the party we were leaving from!

Favourite Quote by Chambers: "I was playing with a piece of wire, Cuz Ya'll niggaz stole the drumsitcks!"

After we slept woke bought Appleton and small cake n juiced in Mcdonalds - from this time I was drunk all day!

In the evening we picked up Aidan and his friend (i would have remembered his name probably if I was sober. Somthing that starts with G maybe.) Went to Tashas hosue party downtown juiced some more.

This whole weekend I was a drunked Fiieeen... ask Chambers I was always with him! So don't mind me in this next vid

I faked a bathroom break cuz I wasn't feeling dancing with this next guy, cuz he was holding me just a little too tight

No more videos I swear... but thanks for watching!

After the Party

getting home from the party and the afer party, chilling at chambers, with chambers, lance and matt... we wee GOoOnnne

(lol i am right now)

PreBirthday Party!

the point is that I did nothing at work (as usual)
Im getting let off early
Getting kidnapped by a friend for approx. 2 hours I hope
Cuz then I have to find my way to union station
Hope on a go bus that will bring me to Meadowvale Mississauga
(Thats right im leaving today n not tomorrow)
Party with my Birthday Buddy
Drunk n High!

Might as well, Im not a Teenager n e more
Almost brings tears to my eyes

All I have to do now it wait for these 15 minutes to pass, so my day can begin!

Thoughts of the Day

1. Everywhere I go I see people with large ass Bounty toilet paper. Like 4 of them huge packages... apparently theres an awsome same at Shoppers
2. Tights are not Pants. PERIOD! Tights should be worn with long tees or such... Otherwise dont
3. I swear Black on Black Honda Civs are following me... taunting me like "I know you want me... but you cant have me" What a Bitch
4. This guy on the bus was reading every word in the Globe and Mail Newspaper
5. After work my hands were ashy as FFFUUKCCC! I was trying to hide is so no one would make fun of me
6. I feel super cool when I wear my new shades
7. Booked my G test. July 27, all I need now is a car
8. I have a date tomorrow. Dinner. Dinners are dangrous, its only the two of us sitting looking at each other, doing nothing. I rather an activity date
9. Some guy is getting too close to my heart. I am NOT liking it!
10. HustleGRL is a bitch. How dare you only be 17 and have day 26, Drake and TreySongz at ur birthday party, that happens to be at CIRCA... what a bitch. go here . Just be a normal 17 y.o. and sit on ur bed and do nothing like the rest of us!
    
11. My hair is doing something nice
12. brother n sister are pretty gay
13. This Dutty motorcycle riding bitch gave me the biggest look before she drove away crossing me... Like, how dare you just flaunt everything I want in life like that!
    
14. Future added me on FB!
15. mosquitoes are biting the hell out of me!

Don't forget to hate
it keeps you human!

This Sucks

"Dude, why?!"

today Im going to my grandmas house!

ps. is it strange that I broke up with him yet I still sleep with the teddy bear he gave me? I just hate sleeping alone

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