no longer strange but great

lately i was thinking about totally exing this blog

I was thinking somethings along the line of...

if you guys really wanted to know me, then you would pick up your phone and give me a call.
It is much too easy to just see someone through the computer
For some reason people find it easier to talk to others over twitter/facebook/email and shit
Its the same reason Im thinking about taking away my wall

BUT you if want to know whats going on in my life then you know what to do

then I talked to Shem, and she told me not to ex the blog

Instead its gonna go through a few changes on my side... no more life stories.
From now, just things I feel are important enough to tell you guys.

Far from home but kept close to my heart

I have finally met the destination on which ive been traveling for a while, I am not too far from home but the distance kills me, i miss my friends so much but am willing to make new ones, and i promise myself never to forget the people that made me because how could i ever know where i'm going unless i know where i'm comming from. so salutations to new friends, new experiences, joy and laughter.

...BRB Grinding

yooo school is so hard right now. I fkkn live at the lirbrary. I literally have no break till december 21 (the last day of my exams)

till then you wont see me. I'm on my grind

WHY I FKKN LOVE MY SISTER!

1 Love T.O. was holding a contest for tickets to the Kid Cudi show in 3 weeks. I put in my little two cents of why I need to go to the concert but check what this bitch said:

i gotta give this a shot..

i was reading what other people wrote but i decided to stop cuz i gotta write this from my heart.

not only am i a huge fan of kid cudi the artist, but also of scot mescudi the man.

he’s real, he’s original, he’s raw and he’s pure talent. his music speaks to me on a level no other artist has reached. each word touches my heart, each beat makes my head nod. his life and career is inspiration to me to live my life to the fullest and reach every dream my kush powered mind conjures up, no matter how extreme and unlikely they might be. he really makes me think i can do anything, because he did it. and he’s just a regular guy. i feel like man on the moon is literally the soundtrack to my life. its like he somehow recorded my whole life and put all 18 years into an album.

“Ive got some issues that nobody can see, and all of these emotions are pouring out of me.”
somehow, even though he is a 24 year old dude from Cleveland and im an 18 year old girl from scarborough.. he understands.

everyone knows that when your a teenager you go through things, its a difficult time meant for learning and growing. but many artists forget what its like because their caught up with how they’re currently living. they’ve forgotten how they got to that point. they didnt always have the money, cars, clothes and hoes. and he knows that, i love that he isnt caught up. he’s still just scot mescudi to me. and he will always be, no matter where the fame takes him. and thats why i want to see him in person. i have to witness the creative genius that is kid cudi live, i want to see the way he moves when he’s on stage, i want to hear his voice live, i want to see how different songs make him feel. and i want to see him now, when he’s still new and fresh. before he starts playing big arenas and i’ll only be able to see him from the very last row… im no rockefeller.

basically, his shit’s more refreshing than the nestea plunge,

i wont be able to accept it if he’s in toronto, playing a small intimate show, and im not there. i just cant. i feel like its my duty to him to go, to show him that he has real fans up here. real fans that dont like him because he’s cute or has swag. real fans that know the words to more that just day n nite, and they actually understand what that song is about. real fans that didn’t just hop on the bandwagon after they heard him on 808’s and heartbreak. real fans that care about the content of his music, real fans that listen to the words, and real fans that will find a way to be at that show. i am a real fan, and i hope that 1LOVE TO will be my way.

-dee

Thanks Sister!

Nov. 28 2009

Ya'll need to hear this right now:

Im seeing this guy in toronto meet me ther the 28th at Kool haus...

This is why dude is the greatest, hes fkkn MAKING TRACKS in a FREESTYLE!!