Friday, December 18, 2009






soooo happy i went to college, no regrets at all, i loveeee college so much i wanna do it agian, i met some awesooome ass people that jus blew my mind, i want to give a shout out to the wonderful beautiful Selam Kick Ass thats letterally her whole name nooo lie, she is soooooooooooooooo kewl i wanna be jus like her, i am soooooo happy i met Rahma she is just toooo cute when she stresses out, ahhhh omg i love her, and Deborah, uhgg i fuz with her sooo hard. Abdulla The gay Arabian dude we gatta build more memories your sooo awesome, uhhgg the list goes on but those are the only ppl that really really count, gosh i miss u guys already, no hard feelings, we'll be baq in motion in mo time till then BLAZE, SMILE AND SAY CHHESE, AND WILD OUT its bout to be a new year, signing off nowbullet bullet raaaaaah raahhhhh.!!!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

While High


I should be studying but I feel like I should share this with everyone.

This afternoon, before going to work I blazed with my roommate. And whenever I blaze and find myself alone I ALWAYS thing about life... Thats how I know I should be a psychologist, cuz I do that shit in my spare time

To topic I was thinking about was the differences between guys and girls. I was talking to roomie about something that was going on in my life and he gave me the guys perspective on it. And I thought guy and girls really are different. Really though, 2 different planets. Not only in thinking though, In our body type, thought processes, interests, socialization... basically everything really

And thats why jury councells and juding panels and other groups of people that need to make important and significant decisions are always encourages to have an equal amount of males to females. To get the differing perspectives! This is because we alreay recognize that males and females are different and want the presence of perspectives represented in the decision to be made. Essentially, we are NOT the same

And I thought, with our differences so blatently accepted in the society how can ANYONE really expect us to be treated fairly?

Especially when our differennces are so often presented in our faces? Talking about equality in the work force and other areas of life. It is contradictory of society to work towards the equal treatment of women to men, yet still emphasis the differences of thought they carry.

Is it just me or are they trying to put us all in the same group, when we belong in different.

I know... its a conundrum. But then I think maybe it was this obvious differences between maels and females that people recognized and reacted to during the strongly patriarical times. I think, during this time, people were aware of the differences males and females had to simply chose which one they preferred. I'm sure there are other factors that influences the culture of these times, but I believe that this was a subconscious decison (or maybe im just talking the most shit right now)

Anyways... they knew there were differences, they didnt try to hid them, and put them under the carpet. Instead they addressed them full on and encouraged a sexism era.

But then I thought, perhaps it wasnt the rocognition of the differences that encouraged sexism, but sexism that encouraged the differences. From there I just went in circles in my mind... creating theories, providing evidence, then contradicting them and doing it all over again.

But I hope you guys follow what I was trying to say... hope it made sense!